These Lessons are
transcribed recordings from a series of five lessons Neville gave in 1948.
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Lesson 1
CONSCIOUSNESS IS THE ONLY REALITY
This
is going to be a very practical Course. Therefore, I hope that everyone in
this class has a very clear picture of what he desires, for I am convinced
that you can realize your desires by the technique you will receive here
this week in these five lessons.
That
you may receive the full benefit of these instructions, let me state now
that the Bible has no reference at all to any persons who ever existed or
to any event that ever occurred upon earth.
The
ancient story tellers were not writing history but an allegorical picture
lesson of certain basic principles which they clothed in the garb of
history, and they adapted these stories to the limited capacity of a most
uncritical and credulous people.
Throughout
the centuries we have mistakenly taken personifications for persons,
allegory for history, the vehicle that conveyed the instruction for the
instruction, and the gross first sense for the ultimate sense intended.
The
difference between the form of the Bible and its substance is as great as
the difference between a grain of corn and the life germ within that
grain. As our assimilative organs discriminate between food that can be
built into our system and food that must be discarded, so do our awakened
intuitive faculties discover beneath allegory and parable, the
psychological life-germ of the Bible; and, feeding on this, we, too, cast
off the form which conveyed the message.
The
argument against the historicity of the Bible is too lengthy;
consequently, it is not suitable for inclusion in this practical
psychological interpretation of its stories. Therefore, I will waste no
time in trying to convince you that the Bible is not an historical fact.
Tonight
I will take four stories and show you what the ancient story-tellers
intended that you and I should see in these stories. The ancient teachers
attached psychological truths to phallic and solar allegories. They did
not know as much of the physical structure of man as do modern scientists,
neither did they know as much about the heavens as do our modern
astronomers. But the little they did know they used wisely and they built
phallic and solar frames to which they tied the great psychological truths
that they had discovered.
In
the Old Testament you will find much of the Phallic worship. Because it is
not helpful, I am not going to emphasize it. I shall only show you how to
interpret it.
Before
we come to the first of the psychological dramas that you and I may use in
a practical sense, let me state the two outstanding names of the Bible:
the one you and I translate as GOD or JEHOVAH, and the one we call his
son, which we have as JESUS.
The
ancients spelled these names by using little symbols. The ancient tongue,
called the Hebraic language, was not a tongue that you exploded with the
breath. It was a mystical language never uttered by man. Those who
understood it, understood it as rnathematicians understand symbols of
higher mathematics. It is not something people used to convey thought as I
now use the English language.
They
said that God's name was spelled, JOD HE VAU HE. I shall take these
symbols and in our normal, down to earth language, explain them in this
manner.
The
first letter, JOD in the name GOD is a hand or a seed, not just a hand,
but the hand of the director. If there is one organ of man that
discriminates and sets him apart from the entire world of creation it is
his hand. What we call a hand in the anthropoid ape is not a hand. It is
used only for the purpose of conveying food to the mouth, or to swing from
branch to branch. Man's hand fashions, it molds. You cannot really express
yourself without the hand. This is the builder's hand, the hand of the
director; it directs, and molds, and builds within your world.
The
ancient story-tellers called the first letter JOD, the hand, or the
absolute seed out of which the whole of creation will come.
To
the second letter, HE, they gave the symbol of a window. A window is an
eye -- the window is to the house what the eye is to the body.
The
third letter, VAU, they called a nail. A nail is used for the purpose of
binding things together. The conjunction "and" in the Hebraic
tongue is simply the third letter, or VAU. If I want to say 'man and
woman', I put the VAU in the middle, it binds them together.
The
fourth and last letter, HE, is another window or eye.
In
this modern, down to earth language of ours, you can forget eyes and
windows and hands and look at it in this manner. You are seated here now.
This first letter, JOD, is your I AMness, your awareness. You are aware of
being aware -- that is the first letter. Out of this awareness all states
of awareness come.
The
second letter, HE, called an eye, is your imagination, your ability to
perceive. You imagine or perceive something which seems to be other than
Self. As though you were lost in reverie and contemplated mental states in
a detached manner, making the thinker and his thoughts separate entities.
The
third letter, VAU, is your ability to feel you are that which you desire
to be. As you feel you are it, you become aware of being it. To walk as
though you were what you want to be is to take your desire out of the
imaginary world and put the VAU upon it. You have completed the drama of
creation. I am aware of something. Then I become aware of actually being
that of which I was aware.
The
fourth and last letter in the name of God is another HE, another eye,
meaning the visible objective world which constantly bears witness of that
which I am conscious of being. You do nothing about the objective world;
it always molds itself in harmony with that which you are conscious of
being
You
are told this is the name by which all things are made, and without it
there is nothing made that is made. The name is simply what you have now
as you are seated here. You are conscious of being, aren't you? Certainly
you are. You are also conscious of something that is other than yourself:
the room, the furniture, the people.
You
may become selective now. Maybe you do not want to be other than what you
are, or to own what you see. But you have the capacity to feel what it
would be like were you now other than what you are. As you assume that you
are that which you
want
to be, you have completed the name of God or the JOD HE VAU HE. The final
result, the objectification of your assumption, is not your concern. It
will come into View automatically as you assume the consciousness of being
it.
Now
let us turn to the Son's name, for he gives the Son dominion over the
world. You are that Son, you are the great Joshua, or Jesus, of the Bible.
You know the name Joshua or Jehoshua we have Anglicized as Jesus.
The
Son's name is almost like the Father's name. The first three letters of
the Father's name are the first three letters of the Son's name, JOD HE
VAU, then you add a SHIN and an AYIN, making the Son's name read, JOD HE
VAU SHIN AYIN'.
You
have heard what the first three are: JOD HE VAU. JOD means that you are
aware; HE means that you are aware of something; and VAU means that you
became aware of being that of which you were aware. You have dominion
because you have the ability to conceive and to become that which you
conceive. That is the power of creation.
But
why is a SHIN put in the name of the Son? Because of the infinite mercy of
our Father. Mind you, the Father and the Son are one. But when the Father
becomes conscious of being man he puts within the condition called man
that which he did not give unto himself. He puts a SHIN for this purpose;
a SHIN is symbolized as a tooth.
A
tooth is that which consumes, that which devours. I must have within me
the power to consume that which I now dislike. I, in my ignorance, brought
to birth certain things I now dislike and would like to leave behind me.
Were there not within me the flames that would consume it, I would be
condemned forever to live in a world of all my mistakes. But there is a
SHIN, or flame, within the name of the Son, which allows that Son to
become detached from states He formerly expressed within the world. Man is
incapable of seeing other than the contents of his own consciousness.
If
I now become detached in consciousness from this room by turning my
attention away from it, then, I am no longer conscious of it. There is
something in me that devours it within me. It can only live within my
objective world if I keep it alive within my consciousness.
It
is the SHIN, or a tooth, in the Son's name that gives him absolute
dominion. Why could it not have been in the Father's name? For this simple
reason: Nothing can cease to be in the Father. Even the unlovely things
cannot cease to be. If I once give it expression, forever and ever it
remains locked within the dimensionally greater Self which is the Father.
But I would not like to keep alive within my world all of my mistakes. So
I, in my infinite mercy gave to myself, when I became man, the power to
become detached from these things that I, in my ignorance, brought to
birth in my world..
These
are the two names which give you dominion. You have dominion if, as you
walk the earth, you know that your consciousness is God, the one and only
reality. You become aware of something you would like to express or
possess. You have the ability to feel that you are and possess that which
but a moment before was imaginary. The final result, the embodying of your
assumption, is completely outside of the offices of a three-dimensional
mind. It comes to birth in a way that no man knows.
If
these two names are clear in your mind's eye, you will see that they are
your eternal names. As you sit here, you are this JOD HE VAU HE; you are
the JOD HE VAU SHIN AYIN.
The
stories of the Bible concern themselves exclusively with the power of
imagination. They are really dramatizations of the technique of prayer,
for prayer is the secret of changing the future. The Bible reveals the key
by which man enters a dimensionally larger world for the purpose of
changing the conditions of the lesser world in which he lives.
A
prayer granted implies that something is done in consequence of the
prayer, which otherwise would not have been done. Therefore, man is the
spring of action, the directing mind, and the one who grants the prayer.
The
stories of the Bible contain a powerful challenge to the thinking capacity
of man. The underlying truth -- that they are psychological dramas and not
historical facts -- demands reiteration, inasmuch as it is the only
justification for the stories. With a little imagination we may easily
trace the psychological sense in all the stories of the Bible.
"And
God said, Let us make man in our image, and after our likeness: and let
them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air,
and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing
that creepeth upon the earth. So God created man in his own image, in the
image of God created he him" Gen. 1:26, 27.
Here
in the first chapter of the Bible the ancient teachers laid the foundation
that God and man are one, and that man has dominion over all the earth. If
God and man are one, then God can never be so far off as even to be near,
for nearness implies separation.
The
question arises: What is God? God is man's consciousness, his awareness,
his I AMness. The drama of life is a psychological one in which we bring
circumstances to pass by our attitudes rather than by our acts. The
corner-stone on which all things are based is mans concept of himself. He
acts as he does, and has the experiences that he does, because his concept
of himself is what it is, and for no other reason. Had he a different
concept of himself, he would act differently and have different
experiences.
Man,
by assuming the feeling of his wish fulfilled, alters his future in
harmony with his assumption, for, assumptions though false, if sustained,
will harden into fact.
The
undisciplined mind finds it difficult to assume a state which is denied by
the senses. But the ancient teachers discovered that sleep, or a state
akin to sleep, aided man in making his assumption. Therefore, they
dramatized the first creative act of man as one in which man was in a
profound sleep. This not only sets the pattern for all future creative
acts, but shows us that man has but one substance that is truly his to use
in creating his world and that is himself.
"And
the Lord God (man) caused a deep sleep to fall upon Adam and he slept: and
he took one of his ribs, and closed up the flesh instead thereof; and the
rib, which the Lord God had taken from man, made he a woman." Gen. 2:
21, 22.
Before
God fashions this woman for man he brings unto Adam the beasts of the
field, and the fowls of the air and has Adam name them. "Whatsoever
Adam called every living creature, that was the name thereof."
If
you will take a concordance or a Bible dictionary and look up the word
thigh as used in this story you will see that it has nothing to do with
the thigh. It is defined as the soft parts that are creative in a man,
that hang upon the thigh of a man.
The
ancient story-tellers used this phallic frame to reveal a great
psychological truth. An angel is a messenger of God. You are God, as you
have just discovered for your consciousness is God, and you have an idea,
a message. You are wrestling with an idea, for you do not know that you
are already that which you contemplate, neither do you believe you could
become it. You would like to, but you do not believe you could.
Who
wrestles with the angel? Jacob. And the word Jacob, by definition, means
the supplanter.
You
would like to transform yourself and become that which reason and your
senses deny. As you wrestle with your ideal, trying to feel that you are
it, this is what happens. When you actually feel that you are it,
something goes out of you. You may use the words, "Who has touched
me, for I perceive virtue has gone out of me? "
You
become for a moment, after a successful meditation, incapable of
continuing in the act, as though it were a physical creative act. You are
just as impotent after you have prayed successfully as you are after the
physical creative act. When satisfaction is yours, you no longer hunger
for it. If the hunger persists you did not explode the idea within you,
you did not actually succeed in becoming conscious of being that which you
wanted to be. There was still that thirst when you came out of the deep.
If
I can feel that I am that which but a few seconds ago I knew I was not,
but desired to be, then I am no longer hungry to be it. I am no longer
thirsty because I feel satisfied in that state. Then something shrinks
within me, not physically but in my feeling, in my consciousness, for that
is the creativeness of man. He so shrinks in desire, he loses the desire
to continue in this meditation. He does not halt physically, he simply has
no desire to continue the meditative act.
"When
you pray believe that you have received, and you shall receive." When
the physical creative act is completed, the sinew which is upon the hollow
of man's thigh shrinks, and man finds himself impotent or is halted. In
like manner when a man prays successfully he believes that he is already
that which he desired to be, therefore he cannot continue desiring to be
that which he is already conscious of being. At the moment of
satisfaction, physical and psychological, something goes out which in time
bears witness to man's creative power.
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Our
next. story is in the 38th chapter of the book of Genesis. Here is a King
whose name is ]udah, the first three letters of whose name also begins JOD
HE VAU. Tamar is his daughter-in-law.
The
word Tarmar means a palm tree or the most beautiful, the most comely. She
is gracious and beautiful to look on and is called a palm tree. A tall,
stately palm tree blossoms even in the desert --- wherever it is there is
an oasis. When you see the palm tree in the desert, there will be found
what you seek most in that parched land. There is nothing more desirable
to a man moving across a desert than the sight of a palm tree.
In
our case, to be practical, our objective is the palm tree. That is the
stately, beautiful one that we seek. Whatever it is that you and I want,
what we truly desire, is personified in the story as Tamar the beautiful.
We
are told she dresses herself in the veils of a harlot and sits in the
public place. Her father-in-law, King Judah, comes by; and he is so in
love with this one who is veiled that he offers her a kid to be intimate
with her.
She
said, "What will you give me as a pledge that you will give me a kid?
"
Looking
around he said, "What do you want me to give as a pledge? "
She
answered, "Give me your ring, give me your bracelets, and give me
your staff. "
Whereupon,
he took from his hand the ring, and the bracelet, and gave them to her
along with his sceptre. And he went in unto her and knew her, and she bore
him a son.
That
is the story; now for the interpretation. Man has one gift that is truly
his to give, and that is himself. He has no other gift, as told you in the
very first creative act of Adam begetting the woman out of himself. There
was no other substance in the world but himself with which he could
fashion the object of his desire. In like manner Judah had but one gift
that was truly his to give -- himself, as the ring, the bracelets and the
staff symbolized, for these were the symbols of his kingship.
Man
offers that which is not himself, but life demands that he give the one
thing that symbolizes himself. "Give me your ring, give me your
bracelet, give me your sceptre." These make the King. When he gives
them he gives of himself.
You
are the great King Judah. Before you can know your Tamar and make her bear
your likeness in the world, you must go in unto her and give of self.
Suppose I want security. I cannot get it by knowing people who have it. I
cannot get it by pulling strings. I must become conscious of being secure.
Let
us say I want to be healthy. Pills will not do it. Diet or climate will
not do it. I must become conscious of being healthy by assuming the
feeling
of being healthy.
Perhaps
I want to be lifted up in this world. Merely looking at kings and
presidents and noble people and living in their reflection will not make
me dignified. I must become conscious of being noble and dignified and
walk as though I were that which I now want to be.
When
I walk in that light I give of myself to the image that haunted my mind,
and in time she bears me a child; which means I objectify a world in
harmony with that which I am conscious of being.
You
are King Judah and you are also Tamar. When you become conscious of being
that which you want to be you are Tamar. Then you crystallize your desire
within the world round about you.
No
matter what stories you read in the Bible, no matter how many characters
these ancient story-tellers introduced into the drama, there is one thing
you and I must always bear in mind -- they all take place within the mind
of the individual man. All the characters live in the mind of the
individual man.
As
you read the story, make it fit the pattern of self. Know that your
consciousness is the only reality. Then know what you want to be. Then
assume the feeling of being that which you want to be, and remain faithful
to your assumption, living and acting on your conviction. Always make it
fit that pattern.
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Our
third interpretation is the story of Isaac and his two sons: Esau and
Jacob. The picture is drawn of a blind man being deceived by his second
son into giving him the blessing which belonged to his first son. The
story stresses the point that the deception was accomplished through the
sense of touch.
"And
Isaac said unto Jacob, Come near, I pray thee that I may feel thee, my
son, whether thou be my very son Esau or not. And Jacob went near unto
Isaac his father; and he felt him.... And it came to pass, as soon as
Isaac had made an end of blessing Jacob, and Jacob was yet scarce gone out
from the presence of Isaac his father, that Esau his brother came in from
his hunting." Gen. 27:21, 30.
This
story can be very helpful if you will re-enact it now. Again bear in mind
that all the characters of the Bible are personifications of abstract
ideas and must be fulfilled in the individual man. You are the blind
father and both sons.
Isaac
is old and blind, and sensing the approach of death, calls his first son
Esau a rough hairy boy, and sends him into the woods that he may bring in
some venison.
The
second son, Jacob, a smooth skin boy, overheard the request of his father.
Desiring the birthright of his brother , Jacob, the smooth skinned son,
slaughtered one of his father's flock and skinned it. Then, dressed in the
hairy skins of the kid he had slaughtered, he came through subtlety and
betrayed his father into believing that he was Esau.
The
father said, "Come close my son that I may feel you. I cannot see,
but come that I may feel." Note the stress that is placed upon
feeling in this story.
He
came close and the father said to him, "The voice is Jacob's voice,
but the hands are the hands of Esau." And feeling this roughness, the
reality of the son Esau, he pronounced the blessing and gave it to Jacob.
You
are told in the story that as Isaac pronounced the blessing and Jacob had
scarcely gone out from his presence, that his brother Esau came in from
his hunting.
This
is an important verse. Do not become distressed in our practical approach
to it, for as you sit here you, too, are Isaac. This room in which you are
seated is your present Esau. This is the rough or sensibly known world,
known by reason of your bodily organs. All of your senses bear witness to
the fact that you are here in this room. Everything tells you that you are
here, but perhaps you do not want to be here.
You
can apply this toward any objective. The room in which you are seated at
any time -- the environment in which you are placed, this is your rough or
sensibly known world or son which is personified in the story as Esau.
What you would like in place of what you have or are is your smooth
skinned state or Jacob, the supplanter.
You
do not send your visible world hunting, as so many people do, by denial.
By saying it does not exist you make it all the more real. Instead, you
simply remove your attention from the region of sensation which at this
moment is the room round about you, and you concentrate your attention on
that which you want to put in its place, that which you want to make real.
In
concentrating on your objective, the secret is to bring it here. You must
make elsewhere here and then now imagine that your objective is so close
that you can feel it.
Suppose
at this very moment I want a piano here in this room. To see a piano in my
mind's eye existing elsewhere does not do it. But to visualize it in this
room as though it were here and to put my mental hand upon the piano and
to feel it solidly real, is to take that subjective state personified as
my second son Jacob and bring it so close that I can feel it.
Isaac
is called a blind man. You are blind because you do not see your objective
with your bodily organs, you cannot see it with your objective senses. You
only perceive it with your mind, but you bring it so close that you can
feel it as though it were solidly real now. When this is done and you lose
yourself in its reality and feel it to be real, open your eyes.
When
you open your eyes what happens? The room that you had shut out but a
moment ago returns from the hunt. You no sooner gave the blessing -- felt
the imaginary state to be real -- than the objective world, which
seemingly was unreal, returns. It does not speak to you with words as
recorded of Esau, but the very room round about you tells you by its
presence that you have been self-deceived.
It
tells you that when you lost yourself in contemplation, feeling that you
were now what you wanted to be, feeling that you now possess what you
desire to possess, that you were simply deceiving self. Look at this room.
It denies that you are elsewhere.
If
you know the law, you now say: "Even though your brother came through
subtlety and betrayed me and took your birthright, I gave him your
blessing and I cannot retract."
In
other words, you remain faithful to this subjective reality and you do not
take back from it the power of birth. You gave it the right of birth and
it is going to become objective within this world of yours. There is no
room in this limited space of yours for two things to occupy the same
space at the same time. By making the subjective real it resurrects itself
within your world.
Take
the idea that you want to embody, and assume that you are already it. Lose
yourself in feeling this assumption is solidly real. As you give it this
sense of reality, you have given it the blessing which belongs to the
objective world, and you do not have to aid its birth any more than you
have to aid the birth of a child or a seed you plant in the ground. The
seed you plant grows unaided by a man, for it contains within itself all
the power and all the plans necessary for self-expression.
You
can this night re-enact the drama of Isaac blessing his second son and see
what happens in the immediate future in your world. Your present
environment vanishes, all the circumstances of life change and make way
for the coming of that to which you have given your life. As you walk,
knowing that you are what you wanted to be, you objectify it without the
assistance of another.
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The
fourth story for tonight is taken from the last of the books attributed to
Moses. If you need proof that Moses did not write it, read the story
carefully. It is found in the 34th chapter of the book of Deuteronomy. Ask
any priest or rabbi, 'who is the author of this book?', and they will tell
you that Moses wrote it.
In
the 34th chapter of Deuteronomy you will read of a man writing his own
obituary , that is, Moses wrote this chapter. A man may sit down and write
what he would like to have placed upon his tombstone, but here is a man
who writes his own obituary. And then he dies and so completely rubs
himself out that he defies posterity to find where he has buried himself.
"So
Moses the servant of the Lord died there in the land of Moab, according to
the word of the Lord. And he buried him in a valley in the land of Moab,
over against Beth-poer: but no man knoweth of his sepulchre unto this day.
And Moses was an hundred and twenty years old when he died: his eye was
not dim, nor his natural force abated." Deut. 34:5, 6,7.
You
must this night -- not tomorrow -- learn the technique of writing your own
obituary and so completely die to what you are that no man in this world
can tell you where you buried the old man. If you are now ill and you
become well, and I know you by reason of the fact that you are ill, where
can you point and tell me you buried the sick one?
If
you are impoverished and borrow from every friend you have, and then
suddenly you roll in wealth, where did you bury the poor man? You so
completely rub out poverty in your mind's eye that there is nothing in
this world you can point to and claim, that is where I left it. A complete
transformation
of
consciousness rubs out all evidence that anything other than this ever
existed in the world.
The
most beautiful technique for the realizing of man's objective is given in
the first verse of the 34th chapter of Deuteronomy:
"And
Moses went up from the Plains of Moab unto the mountain of Nebo, to the
top of Pisgah, that is over against Jericho. And the Lord shewed him all
the land of Gilead, unto Dan.
You
read that verse and say, "So what? " But take a concordance and
look up the words. The first word, Moses, means to draw out, to rescue, to
lift out, to fetch. In other words, Moses is the personification of the
power in man that can draw out of man that which he seeks, for everything
comes from within, not from without. You draw from within yourself that
which you now want to express as something objective to yourself.
You
are Moses coming out of the plains of Moab. The word Moab is a contraction
of two Hebraic words, Mem and Ab, meaning mother-father. Your
consciousness is the mother-father , there is no other cause in the world.
Your I AMness, your awareness, is this Moab or mother-father. You are
always drawing something out of it.
The
next word is Nebo. In your concordance Nebo is defined as a prophecy. A
prophecy is something subjective. If I say, "So-and-so will be,
" it is an image in the mind; it is not yet a fact. We must wait and
either prove or disprove this prophecy.
In
our language Nebo is your wish, your desire. It is called a mountain
because it is something that appears difficult to ascend and is therefore
seemingly impossible of realization. A mountain is something bigger than
you are, it towers over you. Nebo personifies that which you want to be in
contrast to that which you are.
The
word Pisgah, by definition, is to contemplate. Jericho is a fragrant odor.
And Gilead means the hills of witnesses. The last word is Dan the Prophet.
Now
put them all together in a practical sense and see what the ancients tried
to tell us. As I stand here, having discovered that my consciousness is
God, and that I can by simply feeling that I am what I want to be
transform myself into the likeness of that which I am assuming I am; I
know now that I am all that it takes to scale this mountain.
I
define my objective. I do not call it Nebo, I call it my desire. Whatever
I want, that is my Nebo, that is my great mountain that I am going to
scale. I now begin to contemplate it, for I shall climb to the peak of
Pisgah.
I
must contemplate my objective in such a manner that I get the reaction
that satisfies. lf I do not get the reaction that pleases then Jericho is
not seen, for Jericho is a fragrant odor. When I feel that I am what I
want to be I cannot suppress the joy that comes with that feeling.
I
must always contemplate my objective until I get the feeling of
satisfaction personified as Jericho. Then I do nothing to make it visible
in my world; for the hills of Gilead, meaning men, women, children, the
whole vast world round about me, come bearing witness. They come to
testify that I am what I have assumed myself to be, and am sustaining
within myself. When my world conforms to my assumption the prophecy is
fulfilled.
If
I now know what I want to be, and assume that I am it, and walk as though
I were, I become it and becoming it I so completely die to my former
concept of self that I cannot point to any place in this world and say:
that is where my former self is buried. I so completely died that I defy
posterity to ever find where I buried my old self.
There
must be someone in this room who will so completely transform himself in
this world that his close immediate circle of friends will not recognize
him.
For
ten years I was a dancer, dancing in Broadway shows, in vaudeville, night
clubs, and in Europe. There was a time in my life when I thought I could
not live without certain friends in my world. I would spread a table every
night after the theatre and we would all dine well. I thought I could
never live without them. Now I confess I could not live with them. We have
nothing in common today. When we meet we do not purposely walk on the
opposite side of the street, but it is almost a cold meeting because we
have nothing to discuss. I so died to that life that as I meet these
people they cannot even talk of the old times.
But
there are people living today who are still living in that state, getting
poorer and poorer. They always like to talk about the old times. They
never buried that man at all, he is very much alive within their world.
Moses
was 120 years, a full, wonderful age as 120 indicates. One plus two plus
zero equals three, the numerical symbol of expression. I am fully
conscious of my expression. My eyes are undimmed and the natural functions
of my body are not abated. I am fully conscious of being what I do not
want to be.
But
knowing this law by which a man transforms himself, I assume that I am
what I want to be and walk in the assumption that it is done. In becoming
it, the old man dies and all that was related to that former concept of
self dies with it. You cannot take any part of the old man into the new
man. You cannot put new wine in old bottles or new patches on old
garments. You must be a new being completely.
As
you assume that you are what you want to be, you do not need the
assistance of another to make it so. Neither do you need the assistance of
anyone to bury the old man for you. Let the dead bury the dead. Do not
even look back, for no man having put his hand to the plow and then
looking back is fit for the kingdom of heaven.
Do
not ask yourself how this thing is going to be. It does not matter if your
reason denies it. It does not matter if all the world round about you
denies it. You do not have to bury the old. "Let the dead bury the
dead." You will so bury the past by remaining faithful to your new
concept of Self that you will defy the whole vast future to find where you
buried it. To this day no man in all of Israel has discovered the
sepulchre of Moses.
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These
are the four stories I promised you tonight. You must apply them every day
of your life. Even though the chair on which you are now seated seems hard
and does not lend itself to meditation you can, by imagination, make it
the most comfortable chair in the world.
Let
me now define the technique as I want you to employ it. I trust each one
of you came here tonight with a clear picture of your desire. Do not say
it is impossible. Do you want it? You do not have to use your moral code
to realize it. It is altogether outside the reach of your code.
Consciousness
is the one and only reality. Therefore, we must form the object of our
desire out of our own consciousness.
People
have a habit of slighting the importance of simple things, and the
suggestion to create a state akin to sleep in order to aid you in assuming
that which reason and your senses
deny,
is one of the simple things you might slight.
However,
this simple formula for changing the future, which was discovered by the
ancient teachers and given to us in the Bible, can be proved by all.
The
first step in changing the future is Desire, that is, define your
objective -- know definitely what you want.
Second:
construct an event which you believe you would encounter FOLLOWING the
fulfillment of your desire - an event which implies fulfillment of your
desire - something which will have the action of Self predominant.
The
third step is to immobilize the physical body and induce a state akin to
sleep. Then mentally feel yourself right into the proposed action, imagine
all the while that you are actually performing the action HERE AND NOW.
You must participate in the imaginary action, not merely stand back and
look on, but FEEL that you are actually performing the action, so that the
imaginary sensation is real to you.
It
is important always to remember that the proposed action must be one which
FOLLOWS the fulfillment of your desire, one which implies fulfillment. For
example, suppose you desired promotion in office. Then being congratulated
would be an event you would encounter following the fulfillment of your
desire.
Having
selected this action as the one you will experience in imagination to
imply promotion in office, immobilize your physical body and induce a
state bordering on sleep, a drowsy state, but one in which you are still
able to control the direction of your thoughts, a state in which you are
attentive without effort. Then visualize a friend standing before you.
Put
your imaginary hand into his. Feel it to be solid and real, and carry on
an imaginary conversation with him in harmony with the FEELING OF HAVING
BEEN PROMOTED.
You
do not visualize yourself at a distance in point of space and at a
distance in point of time being congratulated on your good fortune.
Instead, you MAKE elsewhere HERE and the future NOW. The difference
between FEELING yourself in action, here and now , and visualizing
yourself in action, as though you were on a motion-picture screen, is the
difference between success and failure.
The
difference will be appreciated if you will now visualize yourself climbing
a ladder. Then, with eyelids closed imagine that a ladder is right in
front of you and FEEL YOURSELF ACTUALLY CLIMBING IT.
Experience
has taught me to restrict the imaginary action which implies fulfillment
of the desire, to condense the idea into a single act, and to re-enact it
over and over again until it has the feeling of reality. Otherwise, your
attention will wander off along an associational track, and hosts of
associated images will be presented to your attention, and in a few
seconds they will lead you hundreds of miles away from your objective in
point of space and years away in point of time.
If
you decide to climb a particular flight of stairs, because that is the
likely event to follow the fulfillment of your desire, then you must
restrict the action to climbing that particular flight of stairs. Should
your attention wander off, bring it back to its task of climbing that
flight of stairs, and keep on doing so until the imaginary action has all
the solidity and distinctness of reality.
The
idea must be maintained in the mind without any sensible effort on your
part. You must, with the minimum of effort permeate the mind with the
feeling of the wish fulfilled.
Drowsiness
facilitates change because it favors attention without effort, but it must
not be pushed to the state of sleep in which you no longer are able to
control the movements of your attention. But a moderate degree of
drowsiness in which you are still able to direct your thoughts.
A
most effective way to embody a desire is to assume the feeling of the wish
fulfilled and then, in a relaxed and drowsy state, repeat over and over
again like a lullaby, any short phrase which implies fulfillment of your
desire, such as, "Thank you, thank you, thank you" as though you
addressed a higher power for having given you that which you desired.
I
know that when this course comes to an end on Friday many of you here will
be able to tell me you have realized your objectives. Two weeks ago I left
the platform and went to the door to shake hands with the audience. I am
safe in saying that at least 35 out of a class of 135 told me that which
they desired when they joined this class they had already realized.
This
happened only two weeks ago. I did nothing to bring it to pass save to
give them this technique of prayer. You need do nothing to bring it to
pass - save apply this technique of prayer.
With
your eyes closed and your physical body immobilized induce a state akin to
sleep and enter into the action as though you were an actor playing the
part. Experience in imagination what you would experience in the flesh
were you now in possession of your objective. Make elsewhere HERE and then
NOW. And the greater you, using a larger focus will use all means, and
call them good, which tend toward the production of that which you have
assumed.
You
are relieved of all responsibility to make it so, because as you imagine
and feel that it is so your dimensionally larger self determines the
means. Do not think for one moment that some one is going to be injured in
order to make it so, or that some one is going to be disappointed. It is
still not your concern. I must drive this home. Too many of us, schooled
in different walks of life, are so concerned about the other.
You
ask, , 'If I get what I want will it not imply injury to another?' There
are ways you know not of, so do not be concerned.
Close
your eyes now because we are going to be in a long silence. Soon you will
become so lost in contemplation, feeling that you are what you want to be,
that you will be totally unconscious of the fact that you are in this room
with others.
You
will receive a shock when you open your eyes and discover we are here. It
should be a shock when you open your eyes and discover that you are not
actually that which, a moment before, you felt you were, or felt you
possessed. Now we will go into the deep.
SILENCE
PERIOD.........
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I
need not remind you that you are now that which you have assumed that you
are. Do not discuss it with anyone, not even self. You cannot take thought
as to the HOW, when you know that you ARE already.
Your
three-dimensional reasoning, which is a very limited reasoning indeed
should not be brought into this drama. It does not know. What you have
just felt to be true is true.
Let
no man tell you that you should not have it. What you feel that you have,
you will have. And I promise you this much, after you have realized your
objective, on reflection you will have to admit that this conscious
reasoning mind of yours could never have devised the way.
You
are that and have that which this very moment you appropriated. Do not
discuss it. Do not look to someone for encouragement because the thing
might not come. It has come. Go about your Father's business doing
everything normally and let these things happen in your world.